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Eva Rae Puckerman. 7teen years young. Eldest daughter of Santana and Noah. Twin to Tyler and Valerie. Just one of the many talented and bad ass Puckerman children. Mess with my family and you die. WMHS senior, but not for much longer. Currently following in my mommy's footsteps as a model. I'm as single as a pringle; if you're hot, call me maybe.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

“And I’ll lick your hand and make you move it away, so there.” She smirked, poking her tongue out. She suddenly didn’t feel so scared anymore. This was it, and she was just going to accept it. At least now they wouldn’t have to be afraid of A, and they could be up there looking out for whoever the monster tried to take as it’s next victim. Charlotte could feel her eyes getting teary as she wrote up more of the texts. Honestly, Ian’s was the hardest. He was her best friend, and they had that ‘you jump, I jump’ thing going on. He’d probably hate her for this, but he’d get over it eventually. The worst case scenario would be him joining her, but that wouldn’t be all that bad anyways. Charlotte finished up the last text just as Eva stepped out of the car, so slipping her phone in to her pocket, Charlotte took hold of her sister’s hand, then started walking over to the edge. It was a pretty long way down, so after her first glance, she decided not to do it again. Instead, she just kept tightly hold of her sister’s hand as she stepped up on to the railing, helping Eva up with her. She was shaking by this point. Through fear mostly, but the breeze blowing around them gave her a good excuse. “It’s really cold up here, huh?” She laughed nervously, looking at her sister. Taking a deep breath, she decided it was now or never. If she wasted anymore time, she wouldn’t go through with it. “Hey, I love you, okay? And I guess I’ll see you at the other side. But don’t let go of my hand.” She demanded, squeezing tightly on to her sister’s hand, before closing her eyes, then taking that final step off the edge. Then, it was all over.

Eva made a disgusted face as she looked over at Char. “You’re gross. But if you yell at God, I’ll tell Jackson on you and he’ll whoop you.” She knew that wasn’t gonna happen, mostly because she didn’t like him and Char would’ve laughed at him. Doing this alone would have taken forever, and she would have been scared. But leave it to Charlotte to make her laugh and forget that they were literally killing themselves. She turned her phone off before stuffing it in her back pocket. Someone would get either her email or Char’s text and attempt to stop them, so she needed to put a stop to that now. She should have sent one to A, letting the bitch know that once she got to heaven she’d figure out who she was, and then find a way to send signals to everyone in Lima so they’d know too. Eva let Char lead the way and trailed behind her, taking a few shorts breaths. She saw her sister look down and decided she wasn’t going to look. Just get up there and jump! That was the easiest way out. She waited for Char to start climbing up before she did too, clinging to her sister’s hand. She ignored the shaking and just closed her eyes. “Don’t think about that, just picture seeing Amber.” Or at least that’s what Eva was doing. She opened her eyes back up and looked over at Char when she said her final words. “I love you too, little red. Don’t worry. We’re in this together.” She quickly shut her eyes again and followed her sister’s movement, stepping off of the edge as they fell. They did it together, and that was that.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

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“Fine, fine.” She rolled her eyes. If Eva was gonna be this bossy in Heaven… Well, actually, Charlotte probably wouldn’t mind. It’d be no different to the way she acted here on earth, so that was a good thing. A little normality would help. Charlotte wasn’t thinking about all the things she was giving up. Her singing was gonna get her far, and she knew in the back of her mind that someday she’d get Pepe back if she really tried, but somehow, that wasn’t enough. She could barely live without her little sister, so she’d be nowhere without her big sister on top of all of that. Singing made her happier, but this was going to make her completely happy. She was sure of that. Smirking, she shrugged. “Fine, I’ll try not to yell at him. As long as he doesn’t yell at me, then I guess we’ll have no problems.” Charlotte was looking down at her phone when the car came to a stop, and didn’t bother to look up once she heard the engine being cut. She needed to just hurry and send her texts, then they could go. After sending the text to Puck, having already sent Santana’s, Toby’s and Tyler’s, Charlotte looked up at her sister. “Ready?” She asked, unbuckling her seatbelt, before climbing out of the car and walking to her sister’s side, her thumbs still tapping at the keys as she continued to send out the rest of her texts.

Eva nodded at Char’s words, since she wasn’t going to talk about that anymore. Char didn’t even have to read it since she really was going with her. She was sure she’d get to lecture her sister in heaven anyways. Char and Amber lived off of doing things they weren’t supposed to, which means they’d give everyone up there a headache, and she’d be there to lecture them. Just like old times. She shook her head, not surprised that Char was protesting to the yelling thing. “I’m your big sister no matter where we go. I said no yelling at him, and that’s final. I’ll cover your mouth for an eternity if I have to!” Not that it would help since Amber would just attack Eva for it. Sitting there signing into her email, she let out a breath as she realized that they all had sent. If anyone responded she wouldn’t read it anyways, so she didn’t worry about that. The people she cared about got goodbyes, and that should have been good enough. At least they had those few last words to remember her by, right? Char speaking broke through her thoughts, and she looked over at her sister. “Yeah, let’s do this.” Eva decided to leave the key in the ignition, since she wouldn’t need them anymore. She opened the door and stepped out, then grabbed Char’s hand. “Goodbye Lima!” she mumbled as she took one more look around.

Le emails ~ 

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My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

Shrugging, she nodded. “Okay, I guess I can wait. Even if I don’t get a chance to read it, you can still tell me when we get up there.” She had no idea what to expect from the email, but she knew whatever it was definitely wouldn’t change her mind. She wanted to be with Amber, and apparently Eva was completely set on this too, so she wanted to be with her as well. “Yeah, she probably would’ve.” She giggled, thinking about Amber’s reaction. She was far too excited to finally be seeing her again. She knew Amber would probably yell at them first, then she’d get over it and hug them both. It was gonna be amazing anyways, which was probably why Charlotte wasn’t at all worried right now. At least, she wasn’t worried until she saw the bridge up ahead. She did start to internally freak out a little bit at that point, but only because she was afraid of it hurting. She knew it would be over quickly though, so she just ignored those bad thoughts. “Pfft, we’re Puckermans. God won’t yell at us, cause we’ll just yell back.” She smirked. Nodding at the question, Charlotte started up the first text. “Mhm. I’m saying goodbye to Mami, Daddy, Syd, Tyler, Toby, Val, Ian, Cass and Benny.” And Pepe, too. But, she decided to keep that one to herself.

“Just read it once we get out, because I wrote too many to remember what yours said exactly.” Eva had written Char’s as a message for just in case it didn’t work for her. But the whole bridge thing would work without failing. It just had to. They were both going to go see Amber, and that was final. They could deal with whatever happened once they died later. Now, she just needed to focus on getting there. Char’s apparent excitement helped, and made her happier about it. Sure, she was giving up college and how far she could have gone with modeling over the years, as well as starting a family of her own, but she would probably never be truly happy even with all of that. Coming up on the bridge, Eva sighed. They were here. She should have been scared, but she wasn’t. it wouldn’t hurt, right? It would happen and be done with. No pain, no gain. She giggled at Char’s little moment, since God didn’t care about them being Puckermans. “Yelling at God might not be a good thing, so don’t do it.” He would probably just laugh at them and threaten to send them to hell anyways. She could hear tapping and knew Char was sending out texts, so she already knew the answer once her sister confirmed it. “Okay, good.” Stopping the car right on the bridge, Eva shut it off and took out her own phone, preparing to check and make sure her emails sent.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

Charlotte shook her head, “No, they might’ve done. I don’t have my email signed in on my phone.” She told her. That was just classic dumb Charlotte, but whatever. Eva was going to have to cope with a lot more of that, since she was stuck with her for an eternity after this. “Yeah, you’re right. It would’ve killed me. I’m glad we’re doing it together though, cause I would’ve done it alone after anyways.” She smiled slightly, again trying to show her sister she was grateful for all of this. “I know, but it’s different. She’s probably been missing us a lot, and she’ll be happy that we’re there. Both of us.” Eva really didn’t need to worry about how Amber was going to act when they got up there. Amber opened up to Charlotte more than she did to anybody else, so Char already knew that Amber loved Eva a lot. They always spoke about their favorite big sister when they were in private anyways. “Yeah, and maybe they’ll have alcohol. You can’t yell at me and Amber for drinking, okay? Cause we’re gonna be your drinking buddies forever.” She smirked. Looking up at Eva when she responded, Charlotte smiled back at her, squeezing her hand back. “Thanks.” She nodded, before picking up her phone again. She knew the bridge was coming up, so now was the perfect time to send her texts.

Eva still would check to be sure, just so no one could say she left them without saying goodbye. “Well don’t sign in just yet. Wait until we’re there.” After all, if Char didn’t go through with it or had the slightest bit of doubt, she’d have read it before making her decision, or whatever. Or maybe it was just typical Charlotte. Luckily, she was fine with that. But her sister seemed entirely too set on getting out of the world for good, so there was no changing her mind. “Well, I guess it is a good thing that I asked you to come with me. I’m sure Amber would’ve just nagged me about leaving you anyways.” Honestly, Eva would’ve been the one whining about Char not being there with her and Amber. No matter how annoying she got sometimes, they just had a special bond. And she’d be the one that would keep her and Amber in check once they got up to heaven. “Mhm, I know. We’ll all be happy.” She was done worrying about Amber’s reaction. If she hadn’t done enough for her sister to know that she loved her by now, then there was no hope for Eva. She’d just spend an eternity sharing Char with Amber and watching over everyone else. Laughing, she nodded. “Deal, no yelling about alcohol. Unless it’s God doing the yelling.” she shrugged. Smiling at the thanks, she focused on the road. She could see the bridge, and knew stopping right on it would be how someone would find their bodies. “Are you saying goodbye to anyone?” she asked when she noticed Charlotte picking up her phone.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

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“I didn’t get an email yet though.” She frowned, picking up her phone and checking her email app quickly. “Will you tell me what it said once we get to Heaven?” She asked, looking up at her sister again. She knew she would be with Eva anyways, she was pretty sure she wouldn’t let go of her hand until they found Amber, and even then it’d take a lot to pry Charlotte away from Eva. But she was just curious as to what her sister had wanted to say to her. Giggling, she shook her head. “She knows you love her, Eva. You came with me to see her grave on her birthday, and you let her drink vodka.” She shrugged, dropping her phone back down in to her lap. It would be good to have the three of them back together again. They’d ignore Jackson, like usual, and it’d just be the three of them. Any fighting wouldn’t bother Charlotte, since that would just make it all like old times again. She shrugged as Eva thought aloud. “I don’t know. Maybe we won’t need them. We’ll just automatically be able to fly.” Charlotte had never paid much attention on the rare occasion the family would go to church, so she honestly didn’t know what to expect. All she knew was that she would be with her two sisters, and she’d be happier than she had been in a long time. “Hey Eva?” She mumbled, glancing over at her sister. “I was lying all those times I said you weren’t really my hero. You are.”

Furrowing her brows, Eva sighed. “Maybe they didn’t go through yet. I’ll check right before we leave.” She had never been a pro when it came to emails, since she didn’t even do majority of her homework and never sent anyone anything through email. “I don’t even remember, but I know yours was the hardest for me to type because before I asked you to come with me, I just knew how torn up you’d be.” They were all pretty hard just to get through, and it didn’t help once she started crying, but Char, Syd, and Val’s were incredibly hard for finish, and send. Char assuring her that Amber knew she loved her helped keep her in a positive, upbeat mood about all of this. “Yeah, I know. But think about how much we fought. We were only nice to each other when she was sick. Hopefully we won’t fight much in heaven.” Unless it was fighting with Jackson, who was the reason Char was ‘sick’, and that would have been just dandy. Shrugging at her sister’s suggestion, she nodded. “Well we’ll see when we get there. I heard it’s kinda like one big party up there, so I’m sure we’ll love it more than Lima.” Amber and Char made everything a party anyways, so Eva knew they’d be happy being together again. Once Char said her name, she glanced over at her, and smiled once her sister finished. “I know I am. And you’re my favorite little sister, which is why we’re doing this together.” She reached over and took her sister’s hand, giving it a squeeze.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

Charlotte figured Eva would probably feel bad for inviting her along, hence why she’d thanked her. She really was thankful, but she wanted Eva to know that this wasn’t her fault. It was something Charlotte had wanted to do for a long time now, and she still wanted to do it. So it was all okay. “I know. I was mad at you when you tried to do it. I think it was because you tried doing it without me. We’re the closest anyways, so it makes sense that we go together.” She shrugged. Charlotte was honestly acting like she didn’t care, and that was because she really didn’t. At least, she had no negative thoughts about this. The way she saw it, she was gonna see Amber again, and it was just gonna be a relief. “Yeah, you’re right.” She nodded, “I wonder if she’ll be waiting for us or she’ll make us search for her.” When Eva agreed to not take it from her, Charlotte gave her a grateful smile, nodding her head a little bit. “Thanks.” She buckled up, then leaned back in to the seat, looking up at her sister as she explained what was gonna happen. “Yeah, then it’ll be like we’re flying.” She giggled, holding out her arms. “We’ll be like angels, before we even become angels.”

The more Charlotte talked, the more comfortable Eva got with the idea of them doing this. After all, it’s not like Char hadn’t tried it before. Puck and Santana should have been used to it by now. They just should have been thankful that this time she wouldn’t be going alone. Eva would be right there with her. “Yeah well, I wasn’t even thinking about it right up until I did it. This time, I made sure to just email everyone I cared about first and include you. I knew me leaving would have killed you because you already lost Amber, so why not just go to her together?” It all sounded so logical in her head. So with that thinking, she got rid of all the negative thoughts. All she needed to focus on was her own happiness. She did say she wanted her old life, and going back to dealing with Char and Amber combined would be perfect for that. Why didn’t you think of this sooner? she questioned herself. She couldn’t help but laugh at Char wondering what would happen with Amber. “She’ll be waiting for you. You two will have your over the top moment, and then she’ll just turn to me, realize that I love her, hug me, and then do something to make me yell at her.” That was all she needed anyways. Eva didn’t buckle up, since she didn’t care about living, obviously. She drove at a normal speed instead of speeding, since they wouldn’t be there much longer. “Mhm, angels. I wonder if you really get wings in heaven..” She probably should have gone to church more for that answer.

Oh my god! 

chloe-abrams:

They’re telling me that I got the leading role!

Now, hello to one or more months of filming..

Congrats, Chloe. I’m happy for you, and I’m sure you’ll be great.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

Charlotte knew this was a sad thing really, and she should’ve been crying, but she didn’t feel like it. She was honestly excited. She just wanted to see Amber, and the fact that Eva was gonna be there too just made it all even better. She could hear Eva crying though, so she just hugged her tighter, closing her eyes. “Mhm. Thanks, Eva.” She nodded, pulling back and looking up at her sister with a soft smile. “I mean, for asking me to come with you. It’s scary on your own, I’ve tried before. And Mami and Daddy always stop me,” she frowned, looking down for a moment. That wouldn’t happen this time. Santana was stuck in a hospital bed and probably still way too weak to even move much, and Puck was nowhere to be found, so that made this a lot easier. Nodding, she took her sister’s hand, following her out to the car. She only let go to jump in to the passenger seat, then wanted to grab her hand again right after, but she had to be realistic and let her sister drive. “Yeah, I’m sure. I’ve tried this so many times, and I really wanna do it. Please don’t take it away from me now.” She begged, looking up at her.

Eva should have been happy. This was her doing what she wanted to do. No one to stop her, no one to save her. And she was taking Char along so she wouldn’t be even more depressed. But just the thought of her dragging her kid sister along and having to say goodbye to everyone through emails was too sad. But at least she Charlotte there. Nodding as her sister spoke, she realized that this was the right thing. “You’re welcome.” She sighed, then shrugged. “I’ve tried to, and I guess because I was drunk then it wasn’t scary. But it is now, and I’m glad I have you with me. We’ll see Amber and we’ll finally be happy.” Hopefully, she and Amber wouldn’t fight too much up there. That would be bad. Or, they could all beat up Jackson. Once Char let go and got in, Eva walked around to the driver’s side and got in. She was starting up the car when she heard her sister’s answer, which was usual Char begging, and shook her head. “I won’t take it away from you. I’m just making sure this is what you want too.” She put the key in the ignition and started it up, slowly leaving from the driveway. “Alright, so we both know that car wrecks and overdosing don’t work without us being saved, so we’re jumping from that bridge over the highway.” She figured she should probably tell Char before they got there, just so she could prepare herself on the way over.

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itslillian:

Well that’s good, come see me soon? I miss your wonderful face.

I miss yours too. Sure, I’ll see what I can do.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

charlotte-puckerman:

After finding out about Santana, Charlotte was honestly devastated. She’d come home early from her birthday vacation because she thought Santana didn’t love her or care about her, so to find out she was in the hospital and it was because she’d tried to take her life, that pretty much sucked more than anything. She’d planned to go visit her in the hospital today, but after getting the text from Eva, she was suddenly excited to actually do what her sister had suggested. As sadistic and weird as that may have seemed. She just missed her little sister a hell of a lot, so rather than try to stop Eva from going through with her plans, she figured she might as well join her. It’d mean she was gonna be with Eva and Amber forever, and since she obviously wasn’t going to get the guy she wanted back, she decided it seemed like a pretty good idea. Since she figured she wouldn’t need much, she grabbed her phone so she could send her last text messages to the people that mattered, then headed downstairs to go meet her sister. Walking in to the living room, Charlotte skipped over to her sister, wrapping her arms around her and not saying anything. She didn’t know why Eva was planning to do this, but she was kind of grateful for whatever it was. It meant Charlotte had a way out now, too.

Eva had no clue why Charlotte was so persistent on leaving the world, other than the fact that she missed Amber so much. She had her singing going well, had just gotten a brand new car, and Landon was obviously a good guy, so what else could a sixteen year old want? But she had to brush that thought off if they were going to go through with this. She didn’t have a reason that anyone would say was okay enough for her to kill herself. It was a bad thing for her to ask her little sister to take part in, but it would make them both happy. Seeing Charlotte skipping towards her, she didn’t even know what to say, so she was glad that her sister just hugged her and didn’t say anything. Hugging her sister tightly, Eva just let out a breath. There was no point in not crying since no one else knew what they were up to, so she just kept quiet and shut her eyes as the tears began to fall. Their family would practically hate them for this. Their friends would be devastated. But they’d finally get to see Amber again and they’d be happier. “Let’s go.” she stated in a low tone. Pulling back and taking Char’s hand, she led the way out of the house and towards her car. Char’s was new and someone could still use it, but they could get rid of hers once she was gone. “You sure you wanna do this with me?”

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itslillian:

I’ve been good, how about you? I heard about your mom.. I’m sorry!

That’s good. Eh, I’ve been better but that’ll change soon. Thanks, I think she’s fine now.

My Hero Is You || Chareva 

After so much needed thinking about the words of advice she had gotten from Elena, and Whiskey, Eva was done relying on drugs to make her seem like she was okay. She wasn’t okay, she was far from it. She had spent the morning thanking her modeling agency right before quitting, telling them she was trying to focus more on graduating. Which was a lie. Being at home with her family wasn’t much better, since everyone had their own thing going on and she wasn’t in the mood to bother anyone else with her problems. Thinking back to the time she tried to kill herself, to the countless times she had heard Char attempted it, and to Santana’s recent try, that seemed like the perfect idea. But she needed a plan that would guarantee that there would be no coming back. She figured that Char would have some ideas, so her first instinct was to ask her sister, but she knew she wouldn’t be able to go through with it alone. So naturally, she invited her sister join her, and Char agreed. Eva went through and sent all of her emails to all of her family members, and a few select friends, then sighed as she got up from the desk. That was it. She picked up her keys and headed out of her new room, keeping her eyes on the ground as she walked past her siblings’ rooms and down the stairs. She couldn’t bare to look at anyone as she left them for good.

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itslillian:

Hello stranger. 

Hey, gorgeous. How are you?